"And here I am finally in Venice" (part one, perhaps only)
With this place you lose a lot of unnecessary time. Refrain people responsible and smart.
One day in the middle of last week that is coming to an end (indeed, it has already begun a new, ohibò), in short, on this day in the middle of the week, maybe it was Wednesday, the phone rings.
I'm going to respond, is my mom.
I sit comfortably in the rocking chair placed near the shelf where is the telecom unit, the one with white thread, one that gives the telecom and pay a monthly Fracci of money on rent, I take the phone, say Hello, hello mum how are you how are you how are you? right? benebene, even us, all of us, well us.
Then, suddenly, the story that I and his son, Saturday and Sunday, we're going to Venice, and they are the pair won the tender " A weekend with your beloved grandchildren . In doing this, my long monologue, however, unique discusisone, casually pull it out of an old book library, but old in the true sense, in the old sense of old, found last summer in a stall in the center to 2.50 euro, with the brownish rough and heavy pages so that is also hard to turn them over. It dates back to 1939 and was a certain Caimmi Franca, is his name written in ink, above, and is also written Cesenatico, July 18, 1939, always with a pen. A lot of data that we do not need anything.
old This book is the Autobiography of Vittorio Alfieri (bought as a lover of old things, which sometimes have as their only attraction just being old), then in truth I never opened. Well I happen to open the book at a random page, you do those things thoughtfully, and then it happens that even more, throw the eye, while your mother on the other side of the end of the line of the handset says things and stuff and things.
Well, I am completely at random (but my life is full of cases of life) before the following. On p.
121, third period, chapter III, Alfieri writes:
" And here I am finally in Venice. In the early days of the unusual places filled me with wonder and delight, and I even liked the jargon [...]. The crowd of strangers, the number of theaters, and a lot of fun and festivities [...] made me keep up to half in Venice in June, but I stayed so amused. The melancholy, boredom, and the intolerance of being, began again to give me their bitter bite as soon as the novelty of the objects trovavasi abate. I spent several days in Venice solissimo without leaving home, and doing nothing to stand at the window, where the segnuzzi was doing, and some brief dialogues with a young lady that I lived to face, and the rest of the day long, pass it to me or dozing, or ruminating, I do not know that, or more often in tears, I know that, and never find peace, or even investigate the reason you doubt me, that muddies or removed. "
reached the point" where segnuzzi was doing the "Elegantly I closed the book and I exaggerated a laugh that even a godmother of Goldoni, the thought of the poet at the window that makes the steam vent on the glass, and a little sad without even knowing why, in that of Venice, he doodles all day with his fingers and looking uggiosetto.
mind Then I remember that time we went to the dance Pignagnoli (the ultimissimissimo) and we heard the readings of another poet, Pignangoli, speaking of other poets and their sorrows, and I think he understood everything, Venice or Venice, and which says:
" The poet Pascoli, poor man, was evil. He drank a bottle of wine under a pergola, became a bit 'gay, but it was a joy that lasted little. After going to pull one of his jerking off, and he had never done so, the were all remorse in the world. Even his eyes, became dark and serious, and did not say a word. But the man who has a beautiful woman, he Guzzi's fine. "
(From the complete works of Learco Pignagnoli, Opera No. 107 Daniele Benati, Aliberti Ed.).
In short, we went to Padua for an exhibition in Venice and then to Venice, the Primal (scaricateveleve free) for Spinoza.it and their friends. And it was wonderful. I will post two three four five do not know how many. Maybe none. Because in the end, certain things, what you want.
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Does Herpes Cause Pain
That is, of which, perhaps those are things
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"... because I wanted to say that because, that is, those that I have always believed that the right to continue a discourse, rather than there, I have to think again of what they said also if those are not my part, but because those who were our hand, we were thwarted in the facts, the facts are clear, and I are the ones I rely on there, and those who instead in the end things, yes, things, than I, who, why, where , in other words, those who were on the other side and had to do the things they had said that they did, but others said things I did not believe that, I must say that in the end I have to unfortunately the ones that change the mind of my hand, so in words, but the facts say that the idea is, despite being on the other hand, I have to change his mind and those who, those who said my idea was the same. And then, finally, what I mean? "
Nanin Ah, if do not know you.
This is an excerpt from a speech given by me in memory (but I swear I could almost say "text"), have heard from a politician on the radio about the dire situation in his country. I will not say because I do not know the politician, and even the country. Amen.
Pori me the Schei, Dise to me mama.
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"... because I wanted to say that because, that is, those that I have always believed that the right to continue a discourse, rather than there, I have to think again of what they said also if those are not my part, but because those who were our hand, we were thwarted in the facts, the facts are clear, and I are the ones I rely on there, and those who instead in the end things, yes, things, than I, who, why, where , in other words, those who were on the other side and had to do the things they had said that they did, but others said things I did not believe that, I must say that in the end I have to unfortunately the ones that change the mind of my hand, so in words, but the facts say that the idea is, despite being on the other hand, I have to change his mind and those who, those who said my idea was the same. And then, finally, what I mean? "
Nanin Ah, if do not know you.
This is an excerpt from a speech given by me in memory (but I swear I could almost say "text"), have heard from a politician on the radio about the dire situation in his country. I will not say because I do not know the politician, and even the country. Amen.
Pori me the Schei, Dise to me mama.
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Existentialism And Progressivism
Esco to go from one room to another, I have to do something. Arrival and I can not remember what to do or take ... then back to the first room and nothing comes back to me in mind.
travel in a car thinking hard for a person. When I get home I do a lot of things, spend hours reading, talking, I listen to the radio. I'll be back in the car again, I do commissions. And then all thought of the person who I thought was going home as if it were there to wait, and then it happens that I will catapult him, same as I had left, I can start from there.
are in bed and do a dream. I turn away and poof, the dream fades. Then I turn around in the first place and there it is, exactly where I left off.
I'll be back after a year in the house of the holidays of the year before. The year before I had read a book. Just before the house, that book there, the images, his music, characters and emotions, too, are all there, attached to curtains, walls, the compriletto.
The house tells me again.
'm beginning to think that thoughts are things.
'm beginning to think that it is always better to have beautiful thoughts.
Friday, November 19, 2010
Should I Paint My Trailer Cabinets
THIS IS NOT' A PRO ANA BLOG
Maybe it was the beginning, but I grew up, I do not think that anorexia is "a lifestyle, and especially do not want other people to fall in eating disorders.
Here I talk about my life in general, and problems with food and my body in particular, but I do not want "Help" other girls to become anorexic, but that talk is? Perhaps
are bulimic, I do not know, I never made a medical examination specialist. It 'obvious what my target. The thinness, lightness, and I am succeeding well.
not eaten for a couple of days.
only cigarettes and wine.
However, if an account is already a bulimic or anorexic with a blog search and other people who understand the meaning and that can help with advice, even to get out.
Often doctors are not enough to help, you need to feel understood by people who are living like you.
So I understand these girls, who are already ill, and seeking solace, a way to feel less alone.
But I do not understand the so-called pro-ana, I do, are "pro-anorexia" for myself, because I'm self-destructive, because I'm at peace with myself if I do not eat and I get drunk and give in to self-injurious behavior, but how can I be pro-anorexia in general, in life?
I do not want other girls or boys suffer as has happened and is happening to me.
You have to live, be happy, eat, which is the greatest thing in the world!
Ask for help if you find that competent people were slipping in all this, because it seems a fantasy world, is actually a shit cubed.
Now that's consistency, good preaching and scratching badly.
But basically, I think it is easier to return to a normal life if you're in it for two months rather than years.
A kiss to all.
Maybe it was the beginning, but I grew up, I do not think that anorexia is "a lifestyle, and especially do not want other people to fall in eating disorders.
Here I talk about my life in general, and problems with food and my body in particular, but I do not want "Help" other girls to become anorexic, but that talk is? Perhaps
are bulimic, I do not know, I never made a medical examination specialist. It 'obvious what my target. The thinness, lightness, and I am succeeding well.
not eaten for a couple of days.
only cigarettes and wine.
However, if an account is already a bulimic or anorexic with a blog search and other people who understand the meaning and that can help with advice, even to get out.
Often doctors are not enough to help, you need to feel understood by people who are living like you.
So I understand these girls, who are already ill, and seeking solace, a way to feel less alone.
But I do not understand the so-called pro-ana, I do, are "pro-anorexia" for myself, because I'm self-destructive, because I'm at peace with myself if I do not eat and I get drunk and give in to self-injurious behavior, but how can I be pro-anorexia in general, in life?
I do not want other girls or boys suffer as has happened and is happening to me.
You have to live, be happy, eat, which is the greatest thing in the world!
Ask for help if you find that competent people were slipping in all this, because it seems a fantasy world, is actually a shit cubed.
Now that's consistency, good preaching and scratching badly.
But basically, I think it is easier to return to a normal life if you're in it for two months rather than years.
A kiss to all.
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
My Muslim Friend Has An Std
where Venus was born virgin
I was in Portugal a few days (four) for the Comenius project , and is also why if the blog has remained in oblivion for a little bit.
Here is a brief summary of the journey of stories around that have little to do with each other, as befits the Queen of scoundrels, that would be me (and here, again as usual. I think) The first day we
greeted at breakfast, the local newspaper from which we find that (with surprise and not hide teardrops), given the crisis facing the country, ministers, deputies and political contours of the various Portuguese government salaries are cut. This is because, the paper said, "the crisis we face them." Ok,, ha ha, good! we think, but to pass the usual salary of € 15 000 political, say, 14.50, are all good, what do you want it to be.
But no. Portuguese politicians spend on their current salary of about € 3500 (published) to 2, 2.5. As our , paro paro. In fact, the pd to address the crisis, is to give its senators an iPad.
(That's why m'è letter arrived at home to ask for support statement at the party at this difficult time!).
pregnant with happiness and of sadness for the trip (?) For our beloved belpaese (and want to go and dress a sandwich stuffed with government), we begin our tour.
I visited the city, saw horses and knights to Almeirim (which, I mean, let the motor and identify the girlfriend with the horse, you listen), knew all about Portuguese bullfighting, assisted by the side of a tavern in Furcadia Santarém (buckets of testosterone, at times m'affogavo), ate everywhere and always (well), lit two candles at Fatima, visited schools, exchange ideas and opinions and work with our European colleagues, walked and enjoyed the view of millions of different tiles in the streets, washing hanging out, sometimes violent, enjoyed the fado fado all'Adega do Ribatejo in Lisbon, consumed a number of inhuman laugh (... or not say it's hard talk about emotions and impressions in a short space), but
,
above all, people
I saw the ocean.
And here I have to open a parenthesis.
Cause I, I wanted to touch the water, then water was
that touched me.
I explain:
ran on November 9 when, in Fatima to return to Nazareth, we stop at a lookout point to admire the ocean.
Going down to the valley to go to taste the fish in a little place in the ocean, coach me and my colleague preaches spirituality, love and superhuman the wonders of nature. It 's so that tells me that one of its most terrible nightmare is of being hit by a wave, and it is so that I, on the contrary, the story that has always been one of my biggest dreams, surreal, and that it is just wave the size of the giants last thing I see. Why are there and if I see before my eyes, giant wave, it is clear that then we die down.
Ah, water! Ah, us! Signs of the Zodiac Marine (two crabs), as c'affascina, water! As we hear the water! What belongs to us as an element, water!
And so, caught from the ocean and its magnificence and power
and incredible waves, after ate run to photograph, resume, make videos, hear the wind, hear the roar of the wave that breaks. And we have only four of us Italians, full passion.
But there was a reason, if there were only four.
Unconsciousness.
And so we did the video.
and photos.
and racing on the beach.
and laughter.
And the comments. Mary
And touching the water.
was so happy, Mary.
And I looked at her, Mary, was filming with the camera,, I laughed, everyone laughed, happy that we were in front of the power of the ocean, watching the waves, and the other one, and also looks at what high, high, incredible! As fascinating as a force, how much water. All the water, right. So much
, water, so high, the waves so fast, but so fast, preclude that fast! So fast, then after that Mary hit the water, the water has returned the love. In full.
say that I embraced with passion and transportation.
Beach.
Here, this ocean-Portuguese experience I learned two things:
- One: never underestimate the ocean waves, which are velocine, and when you put
- Two: you have to be careful what you wish, especially at close to the visit to Fatima. And anyway
do not go swimming after eating (or at least I think it was this that they told me (hit) with the old Portuguese umbrella on his arm (he) and headscarf and shawl (her) arms folded and their faces indignant (both) looking at me coming in by water).
Then I tried to change me now a little shop, and the only one open was Peruvian.
people, Portugal is beautiful.
(Aproffitto to thank the wonderful hospitality of the Portuguese colleagues, hospitality, opportunities and knowledge exchange. We wait in Italy in March. I can not wait.)
(And I thank also the legendary Sony was that ended in the water with me. Glorious! I saved the card and the pictures and video that I won until his drowning)
I was in Portugal a few days (four) for the Comenius project , and is also why if the blog has remained in oblivion for a little bit.
Here is a brief summary of the journey of stories around that have little to do with each other, as befits the Queen of scoundrels, that would be me (and here, again as usual. I think) The first day we
greeted at breakfast, the local newspaper from which we find that (with surprise and not hide teardrops), given the crisis facing the country, ministers, deputies and political contours of the various Portuguese government salaries are cut. This is because, the paper said, "the crisis we face them." Ok,, ha ha, good! we think, but to pass the usual salary of € 15 000 political, say, 14.50, are all good, what do you want it to be.
But no. Portuguese politicians spend on their current salary of about € 3500 (published) to 2, 2.5. As our , paro paro. In fact, the pd to address the crisis, is to give its senators an iPad.
(That's why m'è letter arrived at home to ask for support statement at the party at this difficult time!).
pregnant with happiness and of sadness for the trip (?) For our beloved belpaese (and want to go and dress a sandwich stuffed with government), we begin our tour.
I visited the city, saw horses and knights to Almeirim (which, I mean, let the motor and identify the girlfriend with the horse, you listen), knew all about Portuguese bullfighting, assisted by the side of a tavern in Furcadia Santarém (buckets of testosterone, at times m'affogavo), ate everywhere and always (well), lit two candles at Fatima, visited schools, exchange ideas and opinions and work with our European colleagues, walked and enjoyed the view of millions of different tiles in the streets, washing hanging out, sometimes violent, enjoyed the fado fado all'Adega do Ribatejo in Lisbon, consumed a number of inhuman laugh (... or not say it's hard talk about emotions and impressions in a short space), but
,
above all, people
I saw the ocean.
And here I have to open a parenthesis.
Cause I, I wanted to touch the water, then water was
that touched me.
I explain:
ran on November 9 when, in Fatima to return to Nazareth, we stop at a lookout point to admire the ocean.
Going down to the valley to go to taste the fish in a little place in the ocean, coach me and my colleague preaches spirituality, love and superhuman the wonders of nature. It 's so that tells me that one of its most terrible nightmare is of being hit by a wave, and it is so that I, on the contrary, the story that has always been one of my biggest dreams, surreal, and that it is just wave the size of the giants last thing I see. Why are there and if I see before my eyes, giant wave, it is clear that then we die down.
Ah, water! Ah, us! Signs of the Zodiac Marine (two crabs), as c'affascina, water! As we hear the water! What belongs to us as an element, water!
And so, caught from the ocean and its magnificence and power
and incredible waves, after ate run to photograph, resume, make videos, hear the wind, hear the roar of the wave that breaks. And we have only four of us Italians, full passion.
But there was a reason, if there were only four.
Unconsciousness.
And so we did the video.
and photos.
and racing on the beach.
and laughter.
And the comments. Mary
And touching the water.
was so happy, Mary.
And I looked at her, Mary, was filming with the camera,, I laughed, everyone laughed, happy that we were in front of the power of the ocean, watching the waves, and the other one, and also looks at what high, high, incredible! As fascinating as a force, how much water. All the water, right. So much
, water, so high, the waves so fast, but so fast, preclude that fast! So fast, then after that Mary hit the water, the water has returned the love. In full.
say that I embraced with passion and transportation.
Beach.
Here, this ocean-Portuguese experience I learned two things:
- One: never underestimate the ocean waves, which are velocine, and when you put
- Two: you have to be careful what you wish, especially at close to the visit to Fatima. And anyway
do not go swimming after eating (or at least I think it was this that they told me (hit) with the old Portuguese umbrella on his arm (he) and headscarf and shawl (her) arms folded and their faces indignant (both) looking at me coming in by water).
Then I tried to change me now a little shop, and the only one open was Peruvian.
people, Portugal is beautiful.
(Aproffitto to thank the wonderful hospitality of the Portuguese colleagues, hospitality, opportunities and knowledge exchange. We wait in Italy in March. I can not wait.)
(And I thank also the legendary Sony was that ended in the water with me. Glorious! I saved the card and the pictures and video that I won until his drowning)
Friday, November 12, 2010
What Women Prefer Shaved Or
Weight: 73
It goes on top.
The important thing is to advance.
I was just wondering, because it attracts people stupid and immature? Alarm
yes, but stupid and immature.
And unfortunately, I always notice when it is too late, when what they say can hurt me, because I want them now.
Thanks for being the asshole that can not be more, but I really can not be more, now, my heart aches for you anymore, now I just do not eat, only to music at the school ..
And I want to make an appointment to a psychiatrist, because having crying spells and feel bad for nonsense is not normal, it means that there is something more serious in, just nothing that I crack.
When the time comes that the cracks together determine my break?
Hopefully soon, I want to crash like this machine.
My last hope is the psychiatrist, I can feel less alone?
It goes on top.
The important thing is to advance.
I was just wondering, because it attracts people stupid and immature? Alarm
yes, but stupid and immature.
And unfortunately, I always notice when it is too late, when what they say can hurt me, because I want them now.
Thanks for being the asshole that can not be more, but I really can not be more, now, my heart aches for you anymore, now I just do not eat, only to music at the school ..
And I want to make an appointment to a psychiatrist, because having crying spells and feel bad for nonsense is not normal, it means that there is something more serious in, just nothing that I crack.
When the time comes that the cracks together determine my break?
Hopefully soon, I want to crash like this machine.
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Authorization Letter Of Disconnection
Yes, but even if you do not believe you, as you may think .. Love
The only thing I can do well is to study, sing and fast.
are not loved, I was not, and I naturally think that I never will be.
"You're cute, nice, smart."
But not enough.
are not enough for anyone.
will post my weight each week to let you know how I go without having to write down everything I eat then I resumed the obsession.
Today: (do not be afraid ..)... 74 kg.
soon.
The only thing I can do well is to study, sing and fast.
are not loved, I was not, and I naturally think that I never will be.
"You're cute, nice, smart."
But not enough.
are not enough for anyone.
will post my weight each week to let you know how I go without having to write down everything I eat then I resumed the obsession.
Today: (do not be afraid ..)... 74 kg.
soon.
Monday, November 1, 2010
Normal Report Of Ultrasound
bored
honestly do not endure the vision of love that give the media, from birth we are bombarded by these ridiculous posts, is celebrated s. valentine's day and you think the first meeting with the love of your life as something spectacular, short film.
I see love in different way, or at least I try.
I think the only great love that can exist is that among people who love each other just because it makes no sense to hate each other, a thought so deep that a lot of people do not understand, and unfortunately that is impossible to implement on their own.
And let's face it, the drama, the macabre, terrible things, tragedies, filled our lives. Do you think the world
boring without it.
Nice, but no longer makes sense to live, there would be no sadness, depression, reasons to cry. Neither
reasons to live for. Are there really absolute peace among the peoples of why you should live? To achieve what? If we live is because we want happiness. If you are born into a world of happy happy person, has no way to live.
why love bored. But cooked
no: have a nice pastime, you're suffering, especially now I have a great Magone in the chest, makes me suffer a lot.
I spent the night with him, but he is engaged. He said he does not love her.
But in the meantime we're together, you idiot.
honestly do not endure the vision of love that give the media, from birth we are bombarded by these ridiculous posts, is celebrated s. valentine's day and you think the first meeting with the love of your life as something spectacular, short film.
I see love in different way, or at least I try.
I think the only great love that can exist is that among people who love each other just because it makes no sense to hate each other, a thought so deep that a lot of people do not understand, and unfortunately that is impossible to implement on their own.
And let's face it, the drama, the macabre, terrible things, tragedies, filled our lives. Do you think the world
boring without it.
Nice, but no longer makes sense to live, there would be no sadness, depression, reasons to cry. Neither
reasons to live for. Are there really absolute peace among the peoples of why you should live? To achieve what? If we live is because we want happiness. If you are born into a world of happy happy person, has no way to live.
why love bored. But cooked
no: have a nice pastime, you're suffering, especially now I have a great Magone in the chest, makes me suffer a lot.
I spent the night with him, but he is engaged. He said he does not love her.
But in the meantime we're together, you idiot.
's all for today here radiodepressione & sadness, see you soon girls, you love the world, life, music, things intangible.
But never a person.
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